Oops. Didn't update since Dec... Had wanted to change the skin on my birthday, but I was kinda overwhelmed by school. Then, I had decided to change it on Kame's birthday instead, but... Sigh. Never mind. I had changed it in the end, at long last. And I've decided that this year's skin is gonna be Kame's theme! :D

Wow. I just can't believe that it's already March of 2010! That means I'm a Sec 4 for like 2 months now, and 16 years old too. Hehe. But man, life sure is hard as a Sec 4. I haven't got the time to even play my guitar leisurely now.

Just finished Common Test, and I'm in a great mood! I was quite stressed the past few weeks, I even made a record! Two separate MCs in a single week. One on Thur (18 Feb) and another on Fri (26 Feb), and yeah, I skipped HCL CT! HAHA. So I know my score, VR! :P

I only have my E Maths, Physics and English papers back, and boy, look at the standard deviation of my score! I was really really really shocked when I got my E Maths paper back. I was stunned, and I just went, "WOW!" 50/50!!! MY FIRST SINCE PRIMARY 2! Haha. My parents even thought I was just joking, till I showed them the paper, haha.

Anyway, enough of CT. Lots of things had happened in the period when I didn't update...

Like me getting closer to my laogong and BENGS. Haha. I really feel happy being with them now... :D We do crazy stuff sometimes, but I really felt that those times were quite heartwarming... Those were some of the stress-free times I had, and I do treasure them alot. Friends are important to me, and I want these ties to go on forever... Is it too much to ask for? I will never know what would happen again though. Is it my problem or it's just that those people I was close with would desert me after sometime? Can't I just be happy?

Before that, I had to endure people's attitude problems and "black face". Sigh, imagine how stressed I was. I tried to tolerate it, but I just could not take it anymore. If you are in a bad mood, you should not affect the others around you. We don't owe you a living, and we certainly do not need to do things according to your mood. Sigh.

BENGS = COOL. :D

Had bought KAT-TUN's latest single, Love yourself and their concert 2009 DVD, BREAK THE RECORDS, and boy it was OH MY GOD SPLENDID DONE!!! Love it soooooooo much. They are just plain sexy. I even heard them on FM 933 too. Haha. Imagine me jumping about when I heard them. It's just so rare to do so; I can only listen to them on Japan's radio, which I do have access to. YAY. Kame's new drama, Yamato Nadeshiko Shichihenge, Yamanade in short, is a great comedy. Though it's not as funny as his other one, One Pound Gospel, the stuff he does in it is sooooooooo cool! He cut his hair on air, and it became REAL SHORT. It reminds me of his younger days back in 2004. He cross-dressed, and he looked sooooo cute in them too! Especially the school girl one! Yesterday's episode 8 had him crying hs heart out, cause his mum had said nasty stuff to him and even had an anxiety attack, due to girls harassing Kame's character. He cannot meet his mum ever again, for the fear of triggering these attacks, and it broke his heart. Aww. I almost cried too. :P

Had band today, and I was slacking the whole time... Fell asleep during practice, and was really restless the whole day. All because I had no instrument. :( It was sent for repair. But at least I got to play the alto and tenor sax today. ZA and Lijiao was kind enough to lend them to me, though Lijiao's was actually Siyuan's. Haha. After band, I went out with Yifan, Laogong, Leshan, Chingyee and Huichoo, mostly to get presents for some people. By 7pm, I think, only Xiuyi and me were left, and we ate dinner together, and had went around searching for scores to buy. Haha. Walked till 9pm plus, and we went home. So here I am now, after my shower and slacking, to update my blog. :P

I found these lyrics to be very meaningful, it feels as if it describes the feeling in me... Haha. Oh well, I think I will end here for now. Still got lots of homework to do!!! :P

KAME~
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Seishun Amiigo: (by Shuji to Akira)
My cellphone rings, and a terrible premonition flashes through my heart
Calm down, mi amigo*

I'm in a mess, help me, those guys are chasing me
Maybe this is the end, mi amigo

My phone died, cutting me off from you

Yes, the two of us were always one, at home we were invincible, weren't we?
Yes, we'd longed to come to this town for a long time
For some reason, I remember the scenery, embracing the beautiful sky the day we left

When I reached a dark alleyway, you were crouching there
I'm sorry I didn't get there in time

I can't keep the promise we made the day it all came crashing down
But I'm so happy you came

You held my shaking hand tight

Yes, when we came to this city we felt like we could have anything we wanted
Yes, we left our home behind without looking back to pursue our big dream, smiling the whole time
We dreamed that together we could chase after a future that wouldn't change

Yes, the two of us were always one, at home we were invincible, weren't we?
Yes, we'd longed to come to this town for a long time
For some reason, I remember the scenery, embracing the beautiful sky the day we left