[Anyone can be offended by the post. So I placed a line after which it would be mostly neutral.]
I was really pissed at my class.
Some of them were just so disrespectful. And insincere.
When someone is talking, shouldn't you try to at least show some amount of respect and listen to what that person wants to say? Isn't that basic courtesy? What's more, if the class is discussing about the class tee, which concerns EVERYONE in the class, shouldn't you pay more attention and participate actively in the discussion? Don't even try giving useless suggestions, you know fully well that it is definitely infeasible. And even if you want to joke, please, do not go overhead with your jokes.
One of the reasons why the class tee is not ready or done until now is because no one actually gave a lot of thought to it. Yes, including me. But so what if I didn't? I had already done my best in being the class monitress by helping the class and teachers out. But worrying over things that the class can't even be bothered about? I'm certain I didn't sign up for this. I know I like being an authoritive figure, and this post given to me is certainly what I like, but please, cooperation is still needed from the people around me.
I know no one is happy with me being the monitress, that is why no one listens to what I want to say. I believe that whatever I do, I have the class' interests at heart. I do not simply throw a comment around and leave it at that. So do me a favour and help me out. Even if you do not want to participate, just go to a corner and chat quietly, no need to alert the whole class about what is going on in your discussion.
I was really pissed that day. The first time I am this year, with the class... I always hold the fact that 3S1 is the best class in the level in my pride. Yes, despite not being the triple science class. But other than our results, is that any trait that can also deem us as the best?
Anyway, if anyone is reading this, I hope you understand me as this was what went through my head during the free periods. If you want to know more about the class tee, details should be found in the class blog.
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I have enough worries myself. Common Test 2 is already here, and I am trying my best to do well. I cannot afford to play much longer. My results slipped a lot last term, and I am determined to pull them up this time round, despite the risk of failure. So that I can return to my state as like in Term 1. Where I can still see more than 5As in my result slip. I do not want to lose to some others.
Had 3 papers already so far. English wasn't as easy as before, but well, I can't do anything, and besides, it's managable. It's vocabulary and summary, which you can't study. Wait a minute, you can't study for English at all. Oh well. HCL was ok, I should be able to have an A1. Should, not WILL. See the difference? :P As for A Maths, lucky for me, I left the modulus questions all for the last, so even if they changed the question, it didn't really affect me much. But I'm just hoping for a pass.
Good luck to me and everyone! :D