I'm seriously happy today.

HAHA.

In the morning, we had band. I came at 8.20am, and I dunno why, but I had the feeling that I was late. But I thought we were supposed to come only at 8.30am? Anyway, I was shocked when I opened our section cupboard.

My tenor saxophone was NOWHERE TO BE SEEN. Really missing.

I whooped for joy as I came to realise that I'd be slacking. Of course, I'm sad that I don't get to play, but no doing working sounds inviting too. And anyway, what happened next made my day! I was without an instrument, and when I asked Ms Lai, she said I have to be a "silent" player. Lol. So what I did was talk and go through the notes by sight only. We did Concert C Major today, so it's a new scale. And then Ms Chong looked at me and asked where was my instrument. I told her it was sent to repair and then she had this weary-kind of look on her face... Go play alto, she then told me, use Ben Liew's.

And guess what, it IS spoilt too. Sian.

Well, I took his and played Alto 2 for the rest of the session. It was simply fantastic! ZhiAn had this look of envy on his face, it was priceless! HAHA. We played Latin Favourites, When You Believe and Star of Dreams. Ok, I did well for my first try on Alto I think. Could play Latin Favs quite well, I don't think there was a mistake. When You Believe... Hmm. I had a little problem, maybe because we hadn't played this piece for a long time... Star of Dreams was ok. I mean, I'm supposed to learn the tenor part instead after all. Lol. I did fumbled at some parts, but that's all. I'm proud to say that, Alto is not difficult!!! Tenor is... Ha.

We took back our report books at 4pm, but my mum wanted to see Mrs Tay too. So we

Anyway, help me hatch this egg before it dies... It's so sad!

I am sooooo pissed off right now.
And I don't care about who is reading this.

[Beware. Offensive statements ahead. Don't worry, I'm only being like this towards that certain someone.]

I have enough of being wronged! I've been trying my very best, and this is what I get?

You've had no idea how much I had sacrificed for this, and yet you claimed that I have a bad attitude towards it? Do you even understand what I've been going through this past few months? Not only that, I have my own life, own character and mentality, and it's up to me to portray myself. I strongly believe that in whatever I do, I try to do and be my best, and I will put my heart into it.


I just cannot fathom how one can acutally perceive such image from me...
Argh.

Let me make it clear now.

I do not like people to criticise me when there is simply a mistake in their opinion, or at least, I think so. If there is anything you do not like about me, it's either you tell me nicely about it, and explain properly, or forget about it and accept me as I am. I'm sick of criticism.


I have spent many sleepless nights worrying about many things, like what I can actually do to improve myself in ♭♯♪, yet I'm seen to be irresponsible, slack, etc. Just what the hell is wrong? Am I wrong to ask questions?
Ok, I admit that I'm a little cheeky during sectionals, but I think that doesn't concern you. Since you are just a ☆, you have no control over me and my behaviour.

I'm been civil in my comments here, and I hope you know what I mean.


[End of biased and offensive comments.]


I'm sorry guys, but I have to get that all out before I feel so bad... It's just that, I think I'm a failure. I'm lousy at everything. Jack of all trades, Ace of none... Eh?

With my kind of character, it's a no wonder why I have so few friends, and keep losing more. But this is me. If you stop befriending me just because of something I did, fine. This is reality, life, after all. You should expect this. Sorry.


Anyway, I was done with the posting on Monday. Actually, I chose Triple Science, but after days of reconsidering, I decided to take Double Humanities instead. I placed Pure Literature as 2nd choice, after Mr Loh told us to choose again. Lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NAGANO HIROSHI-KUN!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, EIJI WENTZ-KUN!


Finally, only one more paper to go, and I'm free!
Tomorrow is the last day of our EYEs, it's our Home Economics paper too.
Well, I'm not really gonna study it, but... I mean, it's just HomEcons?
Who actually studies it? At the very most, you just read the textbook.
Besides, I'm just done with Maths today! So obviously, I'm so gonna enjoy!


Sigh. But this means the end of my dreams.
No more nice A1s in my report book.
I'm more certain that I have done badly in Maths and Science.
This would mean that I cannot go to the Triple Science stream... Not that I'm really keen in it though. Oh well, if I'm meant to be there... I will be. Or not.


Argh. Stupid exams, can't teachers just judge us accordingly as how we perform in class alone? That would make my life so much easier, and happier, and... Never mind.